Results today;
Kindda bad.
And knows that worst is still to come.
maths was a flop (tho kindda expected. But still.... it was a devastating flop)
Chinese as well, (expected)
Bio was the only good thing (xD)
LA was so-so bah. But kindda good. (:D)

Tomorrow is gonna be the worst.
1. maths 2 is gonna GG. we got the ans sheet today. I know about half is wrong liao. Please don't fail! OooOOOOooo
2. Chem (no idea) i forgot the entire paper alr
3. Physics (with hopeful eyes. but...)
4. History (please please please please)

Ok larh. Looking here. mayb it won't be too bad.
but just knowing that maths will GG is bad enough.

AND THE BEST THING IS
we still have lessons after exams. Woah. so inviting.
Monday still got some trip to visit some place. (seriously i wan an mc)

i lost the whatever piece of post-exam activities paper.
HAHAHA. i dun noe what one earth is happening
whatever~!

looking forward to the end of schoool.
xD
next year. gonna be mugger.

muggers YAY!
look at how interesting is a student's life.
OO i just remembered next year of O-level mep.
WOAH!
GG
and HCL
WAOH!
double GG

cya.

Now that the exams are over. Trying to enjoy life. But seemingly unable to. Why?

cause monday is the killer day, the day we get back our exams papers and grades.
But there is no point stressing over it
cause we can't do anything about the exams anymore.
the grades....
be it good or bad
be it tears or smiles
everything should be given thanks for.
after all we put in our efforts and tried.

Though i say it so, i think maths/sciences paper...
is kindda GG.
along with Chi.
Whatever.

Dreams.

I wonder what shall i do in the future?
Tho many people say not to think about it
but i must at least have a destination.

Sometimes i wonder what i am really good at.
Not just surface things such as grades in school.
something that i am truly good at. something that i will want to do for the rest of my life.

everyway people are just living from day to day
with simple checkpoints like having money to feed family or passing a grade in school
but where are we heading?
just getting this short term goals isn't satisfying in any way.
what is my goal in life?

today was the end of class chalet. which suggests that exams are now OVER.
xD
smileys.
though i say xD, in actual fact, i am more like X_X

firstly, so draining. when i finished the last paper i was like zombie. not lack of sleep or anything. just that suddenly you release all the tension and that the fact tht everything is over sinks in. i wasn't really happy or excited the more of the rest of the class. going mad and crazy, screaming and yelling. just .... feeling empty. A kind of hollow void. physically, mentally, emotionally drained.

secondly, it was also because i couldn't say i did well. Definately not well for maths, which is GG-fied (meaning game over) no confidence for all sciences. language was a flop. Anyway it is over, i am trying to put that behind.

thridly, it just means tht i am going sec 4 soon. Sec 4 is worst than sec 3 by 3 times, or so i've heard. bad news.

oh well. things that are in the future i meant to be worried for in the future. now to the present days,

class chalet:

it is definately one of the best class chalets ever.
the most heart wretching break up and the more tearful and heartfelt reunion.
the rest is private.
Definatley one of the best class chalets.

thank to all the committe members.
xD
xD
xD

we played mahjong the whole night. slept only 2 hours. Oo
tired now,
good night.

X.X