hey yo. i'm back.

school officially ended. BUT... to my utmost dismayal, there is CCA on mondays.

SIGH.

BIG SIGH.

ok the piano is nicely settled in its new home. xD

and holidays are started.

my schedule is getting more and more packed.

Wuuu ><

btw EC (extreme crimsom)

and cat friend

xD

happy holidays to u.

Hello world.
the mysterious girl, known as Rong has returned to revive her blog.
updates for the world:

1. i am getting my grand piano tomorrow. not a really ex piano. China made, known as Hailun but the sound isn't too bad. Model is Hailun 178. A full size grand. Haha. before i even named it, my darling cat friend named it grandie. A tastleless name. reminds me of grandma, you know when you call them gran-dy. Haha. just cracking lame jokes to myself. Hey i know you smiled. (btw if you haven't means you have low IQ who can't catch a joke) jkjkjkjk. (just joking) HA I am sure you smiled now, at least inwardly (hey gimme some face larh)

Anyway here a pic of it for you visualise.
Pretty cool huh? It is classic black like this. We just moved the whole living out to fit the grand.
btw i live in a flat so am no rich obou-chama. (meaing rich girl larh, for those who don't read manga or watch anime or have no contact with jap at all)

Well tmr it is coming at 2pm, so i'm waiting. and my hearts singing. tmr i;m gonna practice straight for minial 3 hours. HOHOHO. i'm going piano crazy.

ah hem

back to the normal sane and logical Rong.

2. I start playing viwawa. for the mahjong. yup. and yes i finally got my 10th win. Well, sorry if im a noob. (rolls eyes) and i;m finally lvl 2 for stwack? some kind of violent hiting game with stickman. whatever.

3. and i started reading fan-fictions! haha. from fanfiction.net. they have cool storied about L and light from death note. yups. big fan of L for his sweets. WATARI, forget the anti-social detective come make me sweeeeets! jkjkjk (for people who are gooing huh????? at this, like my cat friend, please ignore it and skip down.) -smiles warmly with a hint of .....-

4. and i finally finished my first fan-pic of L. yayness. I know you are dying to see it. HAHAA. want to see ore-sama (my) art piece right? jkjkk. sorry i;m high now tho i am not supposed to be... whatever. since ore-sama (I'm) in a good mood, ore-sama (i'll) show it for you.



Too tired. to update you more. Gd night!

Results today;
Kindda bad.
And knows that worst is still to come.
maths was a flop (tho kindda expected. But still.... it was a devastating flop)
Chinese as well, (expected)
Bio was the only good thing (xD)
LA was so-so bah. But kindda good. (:D)

Tomorrow is gonna be the worst.
1. maths 2 is gonna GG. we got the ans sheet today. I know about half is wrong liao. Please don't fail! OooOOOOooo
2. Chem (no idea) i forgot the entire paper alr
3. Physics (with hopeful eyes. but...)
4. History (please please please please)

Ok larh. Looking here. mayb it won't be too bad.
but just knowing that maths will GG is bad enough.

AND THE BEST THING IS
we still have lessons after exams. Woah. so inviting.
Monday still got some trip to visit some place. (seriously i wan an mc)

i lost the whatever piece of post-exam activities paper.
HAHAHA. i dun noe what one earth is happening
whatever~!

looking forward to the end of schoool.
xD
next year. gonna be mugger.

muggers YAY!
look at how interesting is a student's life.
OO i just remembered next year of O-level mep.
WOAH!
GG
and HCL
WAOH!
double GG

cya.

Now that the exams are over. Trying to enjoy life. But seemingly unable to. Why?

cause monday is the killer day, the day we get back our exams papers and grades.
But there is no point stressing over it
cause we can't do anything about the exams anymore.
the grades....
be it good or bad
be it tears or smiles
everything should be given thanks for.
after all we put in our efforts and tried.

Though i say it so, i think maths/sciences paper...
is kindda GG.
along with Chi.
Whatever.

Dreams.

I wonder what shall i do in the future?
Tho many people say not to think about it
but i must at least have a destination.

Sometimes i wonder what i am really good at.
Not just surface things such as grades in school.
something that i am truly good at. something that i will want to do for the rest of my life.

everyway people are just living from day to day
with simple checkpoints like having money to feed family or passing a grade in school
but where are we heading?
just getting this short term goals isn't satisfying in any way.
what is my goal in life?

today was the end of class chalet. which suggests that exams are now OVER.
xD
smileys.
though i say xD, in actual fact, i am more like X_X

firstly, so draining. when i finished the last paper i was like zombie. not lack of sleep or anything. just that suddenly you release all the tension and that the fact tht everything is over sinks in. i wasn't really happy or excited the more of the rest of the class. going mad and crazy, screaming and yelling. just .... feeling empty. A kind of hollow void. physically, mentally, emotionally drained.

secondly, it was also because i couldn't say i did well. Definately not well for maths, which is GG-fied (meaning game over) no confidence for all sciences. language was a flop. Anyway it is over, i am trying to put that behind.

thridly, it just means tht i am going sec 4 soon. Sec 4 is worst than sec 3 by 3 times, or so i've heard. bad news.

oh well. things that are in the future i meant to be worried for in the future. now to the present days,

class chalet:

it is definately one of the best class chalets ever.
the most heart wretching break up and the more tearful and heartfelt reunion.
the rest is private.
Definatley one of the best class chalets.

thank to all the committe members.
xD
xD
xD

we played mahjong the whole night. slept only 2 hours. Oo
tired now,
good night.

X.X

There is only relative definations in the world.
Nothing is what it is, by itself.

There is light, only if there is darkness
There is joy, only if there is pain
There is relief, only if there is stress
There is wisdom, only if there is stupidity

You are a girl. only when there is a boy
You have long hair, only when there is someone with short hair.
You are human, only when there is non-humans.
You are alive, only when there is something dead.

This is a vegetable, only when there is meat
This is a shirt, only when there is pants
This is a friend, only when there is enemies
This is a smile, only when there is a tear.

You only know yourself, when you have known others.
You are only YOU, when there are others.

Know that through this, you are knowing something else.

-Rong