i just did it again. I got all emotional over some stupid little thing. How many times have that happened already? tell me, i can't count that much.

I sort of understand why people now are afraid of truth, of God, and of light. The closer you go to these things, the darker your darkness will be. It's like seeing more and more flaws before the flawless, seeing more and more wrongs before the truth.

*Change my heart O Lord, may I be like You*

Man, i really need to apologize.